19 june i dont know y but i felt so angry when my ma said something to me.. mmg rase terus nak mengamuk... walaupun ape yg my ma ckpkn itu hakikat... tapi i just can't take that word lebih2 lagi dari mulut ma aku sendiri... kerana ikutkan marah ma sis yang tak bersalah menjadi mangsa... kebetulan she msg me ask about my ma... i terus lps makian kat dia.. samapi i boleh megeluarkan perkataan "tade mak bapak lagik bagus".... owh GOD its come from my bad thought...+ the syaitan seduce me... serious i takde niat langsung untuk cakap macam tuh... mmg i tahu itu sudah tersangat melampau... after i got my sister msg " lau lambat sangat diaorg nk mati ko bunuh je larr... ANAK KURANG HAJAR" i terus woke up n feel so bad... dude~~ i make my mom cry... i am guilty... what should i do?.. i don't mean it...
that night while she doing something at the kitchen... i hug her from back n said I'm sorry.... GOD~~ of course i mintak ampun.. then she cried n say "it's all my bad ma mmg jahat ma mmg mak yang jahat..."
that make me feel much more guilty.... ma pls forgive me... i LOVE u so much.. i just have one mom in my life n that person is u.... I'm sorry make u cry ma.. i really don't mean it...
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