hari nih aku rase hidup aku kosong... macam tak perlu sangat aku untuk ade kat muka bumi tuhan nih.. aku macam takde function selain menambah beban dosa aku kelak... mana taknyer sume orang wat tak tahu n tak reti jer ngan aku... fine for me... i also can live without anyone of you... they think i care?.. nope i don't I've been dump once, when they know my unbelievable story.... n why should i feel so jerk when they try to dump me again... that's the name of ma freaking family... maybe I'm a loser... i don't have anything... cant do anything..... but as a human I'm not perfect... dough no one is perfect... i ain't God... only God that perfect in any way... i barely can't understand them since they also don't really want to understand me.... when i stay far away from them they always called me.. ask me to come back... stay with them... be with them.. but when I'm here they like a fake jerk that wanna me out from this hell house in instant.... gosh~~~ really bad huh!.. well as I'm still alive... i have to go trough...
well~~
sometimes i feel like i not really their son... am i adopted?.. or maybe they get me from the dumpster?... or maybe some one just throw me and they try to save me... but suddenly they realized its not rights... coz I'm a loser... I'll never be like what they try to make me to be...
po bondo yg menceceh nye pak cik oi.....
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